Accounting One

god i feel fucked up. been writing my accounting 1 comprehensive problem all day long, it turns out that prof had added our assignment with two more problems for the next chapter which i havent read yet. furk! mais ca ne fait rien, this heck of a pain in the ass saves my swiftly diminishing brain from eternal malfunction of the intellect... so go on, go on...

geez. my brain is is a debit-credit soup with leading principal submatrices as garnish. i feel dizzy. i need carla for my matrices. am still trying hard to define what a triangular matrix is.

i think it is something that is full up in the head, but has a bottom that is hollowed out, filled with the non-existence of zeros. filled with nothing. a crop of worth suspended in an abyss - the matrix whose diagonal is its determinant; the diagonal - the frame, the determinant - the essence, the single number, the single truth...

may tomorrow be a good day.

-living my resolutions-