Quarter Life

WHAT DO I DO WHEN EVERYBODY ELSE HAD LEFT ME BEHIND?!?! DO I LIVE THE LIFE OF THE LONER, THE SINGLE THING I SO ABHORRED?? OH YES, I HAVE NO RIGHT TO RANT, BECAUSE IM NOBODY! MY LIFE IS A WASTE, I AM WASTED. MY GOLDEN DAYS HAVE PASSED, AND NOW I SUCCUMBED TO THE DETERIORATION OF MY FACULTIES.

I HAVE TO SAY IT HURTS. TO SEE GENERATIONS BEHIND ME SLITHER IN FRONT OF ME. TO RECOGNIZE THE MANY OPPORTUNITIES I HAD NOT GRABBED, TO REALIZE HOW UNWORTHY I AM OF EVERYTHING SURROUNDING ME, TO ADMIT THAT I AM ALONE. TO REALIZE HOW UNSURE I AM OF MY FUTURE...

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