Saddest

These are the most painful words i'll ever read...:

im_len17: wait, pano kung ayaw ko pala?
t_keneth: ayaw mong ano
im_len17: ayaw kitang pabayaan
t_keneth: i can fend for myself
im_len17: aganon?
im_len17: kukulitin talaga kita ng kukulitin!
im_len17: hehe
t_keneth: its not fun anymore
im_len17: sorry..
im_len17: hmmm...
im_len17: kahit like kita?
t_keneth: ur only doing this to make me feel better
im_len17: hindi naman. i just thought youre just playing around kaya i didnt take you seriously. just now ko lang narealize na hindi
im_len17: cge ill give you tine, pero i want an assurance na after ng one week, everthings back to normal
t_keneth: sure
im_len17: no, i dont belive you
im_len17: no, i dont believe you
im_len17: kaya nga ayaw kita tigilan kasi i highly doubt it, na everything would be back to normal
t_keneth: i said i will try!
t_keneth: how can everything get back to normal if you dont give me time to forget this?!
im_len17: so, ibig sabhin nga most probably hinde na mababalik yung dati?
im_len17: ikaw kasi eh!!
t_keneth: o cge, i'll tell u my side]
im_len17: go
t_keneth: siguro nga we were close lately
t_keneth: and i gave you affection
t_keneth: you know during lynnie's birthday
t_keneth: we were side by side pa nga
t_keneth: un eh dahil i was hoping that we would end up having something
t_keneth: e ngaun n cnabi mo na that there's no chance na maging girlfriend kita
t_keneth: nag-aalinlangan ako na maging close ulit sau
im_len17: okay, fine, yeah, mashadong tempting yung nangyari last saturday. and i didnt expect you to be like that. pero, kasi you were asking too much from me KAGAD, hello, thats not easy, pero yeah, lets say, nagustuhan din naman kita, pero hello, parang ambilis naman kung tayo kagad. gets mo?? ang bilis naman kung girlfriend-boyfriend na kagad. no cguro, mali yung sinabi kong theres no chance. --yun nga ba talaga exact words ko?? hindi ko kaya sinabi yun!!
t_keneth: un nga, sorry nga if i hurried you. kaya nga we should put this behind
t_keneth: so leave me alone muna for a week
t_keneth: im not going anywhere naman eh
t_keneth: kng gusto mo ittxt p kta everynight
t_keneth: para lng close p dn tau
im_len17: cge whatever you say.
im_len17: bahala ka na nga.
im_len17: pero naiinis parin ako
t_keneth: sorry
im_len17: pero alam mo yun, gusto ko yung status natin just recently, yung were close and stuff, tapos you tell me secrets and everything..
im_len17: gusto ko lang mabalik yun..
t_keneth: mbblik nmn un eh
im_len17: i want a guy bestfriend..
t_keneth: but give me a week first
im_len17: sure ka?
im_len17: i doubt it
t_keneth: bkt b wla kng trust sakin?:
im_len17: eh ikaw na nagsabi sakin nag-aalinlangan kang makipagclose sakin ulit..
t_keneth: no
t_keneth: i mean siguro i cant be physically close
t_keneth: but i'll still listen to your secrets
t_keneth: and i'll tell you mine too
im_len17: e ayako nga ng ganon..basta gusto ko yung dati..
t_keneth: o cge cge
im_len17: sure ka kaya mo yung ibalik?
t_keneth: sure
im_len17: hay nako, sige bahala ka na nga..i guess nasabi at nagawa ko na lahat ng kaya kong gawin just to make things okay. well if it still didnt work out, then its over..
t_keneth: which is over?
im_len17: everything

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