Torrent's Low-techiness

what's with me? ive been waiting for this movie to finish downloading off bittorrent, eventhough it says in the speed display that it'd take 38 days... yeah more than a month before it finishes downloading. ok, why did they invent this torrent technology thing anyway? video city's just 30 seconds away.

debate for public econ class this afternoon sucked. god i hate debates. i just shrink at the thought that someone's grudging on your ideas. that they're finding loopholes on every thing you say. not to mention that we have four debaters in class... gives me jitters. and i have not prepared, coz we had this power-exam for environmental economics, and a stupid-exam for history, so wasn't able to research about our stand. anyways i hope there'd be no more debates in the future.

man. i hate waiting for doom. have i told you that french twelve is done by tuesday? but the only thing to get it real done is to do this exam which not one in my class is finely prepared for (ok so there i acers in class and im not one of them and im bitter...) i totally suck at french these days. well i cant blame myself. let's just say school is getting on the way of my education. figure.

my heart stopped twice this afternoon. it's a real scare, coz ive been eating too much unhealthy food lately. this addiction for bread pan isn't making me any better. and why is coffee getting even more delicious? deng must watch caffeine level.

i looked at myself in the mirror today, and guess what, no improvement. i still look like the same old ghastly monster with gaping eye bags and muscle-less high set cheek bones. you know when they say if you have high cheek bones, you probably have good bone structure? well, it's just bone structure. eat the wrong food and the high cheek bones would simply be stupid cones positioned on both sides of your nose to make you look like an anorexic clown.

well whatever. i just thought it would pay if you looked good so that there'd be a higher probability that your professors would remember you. ok not that im trying to impress my professors, but i certainly think im not connecting with my economic history professor that well. this morning i caught myself cursing her for her being a slave driver. where is the happiness there? my new year's resolution is to be happy despite adversity. so im not letting the burden of one economics elective impede my way to a better life with higher levels of endorphine.

i really am falling in love.

with chunky chicken sandwich. god.

tomorrow's lipa city town fiesta and im not going. the big exam on monday is grounding me. too bad. there would've been lots of food there. my mum used to celebrate more during fiestas than during christmas eve or new year. too bad cant come. the food would've filled in all our inuman sessions this month as pulutan. oh well.

hey. no gimik today. sad.

*dibidi marathon-ing: tree hill season two...*

-just a thought, people from negros really have smiling faces...-