Facial Care

i have come to the realization that i dont really enjoy sleeping.

if i can afford it, i wont sleep at all. have you ever experienced the feeling of wanting to do something else when you've just lied down to take your good night sleep? that's like a routine for me. the moment i lie down, id be up again after ten minutes. i just do not enjoy lying down trying to lull myself to sleep when i simply cant and could just do other things instead.

i usually take a nap from 8 to twelve. when the clock strikes midnight, id be up, take a good midnight snack, coffee if possible (but my heater bugged out the other day so no coffee yet...), and id be surfing the net all throughout the earliest hours of morning. by four id be too groggy to function, so id sleep again. my mobile phone alarms at six thirty, and amazingly, i can start a new day by then.

im not a morning person, but hey, isn't it phenomenal that my body clock wakes my body up every six thirty in the morning and the said body will be able to function properly afterwards? that's wondrous for me enough...

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i tried something new today. i bought this tube of something from nivea, in my attempt to save my facial skin from weathering. actually i bought it because i saw my face at the mirror this morning and i screamed when i saw a ghastly monster with flaky pimples gaping back at me. ugh, there really comes these kind of days, when your flowing curls are as riotous as mesh wires, your eye bags are like... eye strollers... something. and your face becomes a life-waning sign of aging.. (oh shit, this year im turning twenty.. should i grow up now?).

well, i remember danazart telling me that we should take care of our skin while we're still young, i mean start taking care of our skin early on before we can't reverse the effects of aging. well, since everyone thinks im this vanity humbo (which i definitely am not, believe it or not, the only hygiene whathaveyous in my comfort room are a bottle of shampoo, a tube of conditioner, and a bar of soap... i dont even use the conditioner.) so, i went to mercury drug, bought a tube of i dunno what kind of cream is inside and applied some on my face (had a hard time doing the ritual because first, im not acquainted to the ways of the metrosexual, and second, my hand is still dotted with cotterized wounds from my recent visit to the dermatologist...)

anyways. i thought i did the right thing: lather lather, apply in full circles, every inch of the face covered. then rinse with clean water and pat dry. to my horror, nag-dry ung mukha ko! dry as in nagmukhang papel! tapos maganit, and i felt like ive just had a face tuck.

so i immediately texted danazart (mga 11:30 na un) and told him what he had indirectly done to my face (haha, since sya ung nagsuggest na alagaan ung skin whatever.) sabi nya dapat daw kung may facial foam, dapat bumili din ako ng moisturizer, kasi magddry nga ung skin pag ung foam lng. sabi pa nya... "yan na nga ba iniisip kong mangyayari..." over the sms. okay, so i guess alam nyang may pagka-simpleton ako in this area of life.

malay ko ba.

foam eh. i was thinking moisture, bubbles, and soothing aloe relief. un pala oil control ung purpose nya. oh well.

so bukas bibili ako ng moisturizer. kmusta naman, mapapabili pa ko ng sari saring facial care products para "mapigilan ang paglabas ng signs of aging..." hakey...

nako, mabuti pa magconsult na lang ako sa isang gurl, because they know about this stuff than we guys do. we gotta give it out to the gurls... those weird-looking fruit-smelling creatures... haha!

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it has become a habit - my chatting with gezza dolor who is in dubai right now. you know what, sometimes, i feel like i connect better to people who are far from here. people who i know will never be able to party out with me or whatever because they're already far away, and that the only way they can share the life in me is through hypertext sent over an artificial medium of communication... well. that's just another realization.

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still haven't lied since THE INCIDENCE.

ok bai! will try to sleep.

-life is not worth living without sansrival and chocolate crinkles-