Accounting Religion

Haaaaaay. Nakakapagod gumawa ng assignment sa accounting.

Hindi na yata kami titigilan ng prof namin. habang buhay na yata siya magbibigay ng assignments na 12 pahina ng dilaw na papel ang haba!

Haaaaaay. i need to be picnoleptic. like what i told tin. i need some break to reorganize things. to catch up with my other things.

oh god, my first new year's resolution is taking its toll on me. im becoming the nerd ive been back in highschool. im becoming more and more GC by the day, and i think i cant bear it if i gain a grade lower than my expectation... sheesh, like highschool. o god, i thought i graduated from that slump.

well, that's what happens if everything else fails you, and there's no other way but up.

have been talking about my religion to tin. so tin pala wants to be converted to protestantism. actually ive been wanting to get a new religion, too.

no, hindi pala, i dont want to convert from catholicism to another sect.

i want catholicism to change for me.

which is a flying fish in deep water. catholicism will never change. i should be the one to understand it. well it's just that i dont like the way catholicism has to be professed. why do you have to wear the best semiformal get-up you have to attend sunday masses? why do you have to look so neat and prim during masses in the first place? isnt jesus the one who wore swaddling clothes most of his life? and i dont believe in going to masses anymore. because people who attend masses are devils outside the church. the moment they enter the church premises, they become lambs. they save their curses later, when the mass is over, and when they are out of the church, they can curse all they want, hate as much as they want, envy as long as they want...

and i think it has been a big mistake of the vatican for trying to holify jesus the man. now celibacy is a big issue that has never escaped flaw. my religion prof in lasalle says the teachings of the Church cannot be erred. now i know better... the apocrypha, the gospels of the unacknowledged prophets... the scriptures about jesus, the man who succumbed to man's carnality. if they are not true, why hasn't the vatican addressed them? well yeah they did, with a: "no they are not true," and "the Bible's inerrancy is accurate..." Have they ever thought that the authors of the books in the Bible are mere people living human lives? Tao din sila eh...

hay. well i cant argue now. catholicism stands on a fortress of corrundum, it will never be shaken. but people whose ideas are against mine, people who thinks otherwise, are fickle minded people bound to never find the higher truth of the single larger entity that overlords us all. they will never realize the higher power of the single god.
(- Vatican II)
religion is a preference as much as it was man-made. all things crafted by man can be adapted by man, or disposed by man. in this case, i dispose catholicism in its purest form.

(some of the things i wrote here are from my features article for sidhi: commodity called religion)

-wrote-