Blue Kid

uff, im in a mess...

am not eating any junk food anymore. for the rest of my life. darn it.

you see ive been trying out this desensitization scheme ive imposed on myself towards my allergies. so far ive managed to remove my allergies on detergents and iced tea. the iced tea part was quite easy - i gulped down c2, waited for anything to happen, and luckily, nothing did. i asked mum to ask doc if it was ok to continue drinking iced tea. doc said as long as there's no pain in the tummy, everything's a-owtei.

the detergent part was harder. i would get boils on my hands whenever i tried to do the dishes. and it was crazy itchy. but it's all gone now. ive even managed to do the cleaning of glasswares in our chem16 laboratory class - using detergent of course.

then i tried eating junk food, the normal tostillas, see if i could go by life not avoiding the things i love. so i bought a pack of tostillas from a nearby store, gobbled it as i watched this porno movie i found on my cd case. well guess what...

my tummy started churning like hell. i tried drowning myself with water to keep everything in, but... well. i puked everything out, including my dinner (pork chop and string beans and rice), my dessert (yogurt...?), and the icky golden tostillas chips. they just came out a slimy orange fudge submerged in thick pasty foam. ak.

damn. im such a blue kid.

now im hungry again. but i dont have the appetite. having seen that... blarhakhklerja..

it's getting late. maybe i just have to sleep this off. bai.

-tummy ache huhu-