One Possible End to My Catharsis

auhh.. sometimes you will need a dingdong from the outside to realize that after all, you're just living a delusion. seemed fun, all this time, then this... dingdong. ringing in my ears, growing, louder and louder. it's so inviting, but what a pain to follow the siren song and leave everything behind.

dingdong.

i can keep fooling myself that it's fun living like a vampire, but for how long will i be creative enough to maintain this illusion? the dingdong is whispering good things in my ear, like a devil in angel wings, and im none the wiser.

dingdong.

should i? it's seems fun there...

I'll just turn, and take a glimpse, maybe..

-blinding light-