White Crab

im stressed to the nth power. the limit of my fatigue approaches infinity.

we had our second assessment for this year's line up a while ago. i hope i got in. for self-fulfillment, i aspire to be in the line-up. it's just that...

my mind tells me negative thoughts. it says the effort i put in all these is but a suntok sa buwan. it's hard to please people who thought you were no good in the first place. so no matter how hard you pursued, it'd still not permeate a preset barrier that's selective against newbies.

looking at it in another angle, my mind tells me that im in the company of crabs.

to the cosmos, please, let these people be fair.

-et maintenant, je dors.-