Rheumatic

hmmm... still doing my cw10 assignment which is not only freakin hard, im doing this at wits end. fuckar. prof is a bit demanding; though he compensates his obsessive urge to give us assignments, i still dont understand we're already discussing cruscibles when i still dont know if there is one and only one correct interpretation in creatively written stories. and i have this overly annoying classmate who survives cw10 by texting me and asking me the goings-on inside the classroom. annoying classmate only attended class twice.

praying for the clear mind of professor. force dropping is never too cruel for students who don't know when to go to class and when to be on the proper timing so as not to annoy easily irritated me.

the only thing why i keep on replying was that classmate is from the college of engineering, which houses, as of empirical knowledge i guess, the most notorious fraternities in UP (that is according to this other chem-eng classmate of mine...) and i might get mobbed on the AS steps if i dont reply. see... UP can be scary. or maybe im just too paranoid.

currently feeling defeated for buying my headphones which is not only a size smaller than the one jejo bought, it's also more expensive albeit the similarity of sound quality... darn, too stupid of me, should have bought headphones when Gilmore IT Center wasn't short of electricity and when it wasn't raining. haha, two factors why i bought the wrong set of headphones...

oh well, i might just as well make the most out of it (temporarily deaf because of non-stop listening at top volume of the song: GOING UNDER by EVANESCENCE)

gen's concert tomorrow. still haven't decided if i'm coming, though i already told ayen i will. im not really sure, as my estimates tell me to be cautious. class starts at 1130, then non-stop arts and humanities and languages and charity till 6. no lunch. and it has been my history to feel so sluggish every after cwts (it can really be stressful, honestly, trying to maintain good-boy-yes-i'm-sincere-in-volunteering attitude in front of ate julie who'll be grading my performance at the end of sem...). ugh, depressing, but i hope i can make it to gen's concert. i want to hear them sing christmas carols, i mean when was the last time i ever heard a real choir sing carols?? 2004?

looking forward to "carol of the bells."

i've heard enya's celtic version of silent night and it's, well, nakakaantok. haha, my new lullaby.

almost everyone is bothered by whatver nowadays. tin's brooding over her lost love something, poor girl. but whatever that doesn't make you happy is not worth our attention, right? remember our most practiced dialogue? : "i dont like him/her that i dont want to do anything about him/her..." this applies i guess, unless it's really love, like great love, passionate love, whatever you want to call it.

but look at vida... yeah she's ranting about brokenheartedness just today, but i believe i'll be seeing a stronger, fortified her tomorrow - see her moving on in the next few days. vida's strong... not that i say you're weak tin. hehe, what am i saying??

then here's ayen who, i dunno, i still dont believe you've got over this M thing. hihi, forgive me.

hayhay, another really long entry. just relieving my aching brain because of too much creative writing. boing boing. i hope ur reading until here (tin... thanks for making this blog "your daily read")...

my calves hurt. fuck. early case of rheumatism. eek. too young for that.

-rheumatism-