Daltonian Curse

haay. thank God for Starbucks.

UP should have ammendments on their library hours if there are constitutional laws regarding them. i wasted an hour finding a place to study.. econ lib was closed, and so was the main lib... that's Php15 worth of coins going down the toilet.

good thing Starbucks is perpetually open. ive been studying there since 10 in the morning. i went home by 2. four hours of "practice" -- that's how prof lim puts it. now i know stoich better. i hope i can answer the next problem sets with ease. i mean the last few sets caught me dumbfounded. i just stared at my blank yellow paper and watched how everyone, like me, stared into nothingness. apparently im not the only one confused. everyone is. which is healthy i guess.

except for that someone who happens to hail from batangas also and graduated from lipa science. man she's good. she understands everything. i hope id be like her.

will study again later. im just resting now.

ira texted me about her debut. suddenly it came back to me that i had to attend her 18th birthday celebration this 30th to may 1st. nyay. panu yan, sobrang hectic ng sked? hmm... basta at least may reason ako kung bakit hindi ako makakapunta. schedule constraints. if i had time on spare, i sure will attend. erg. sana lang wala kami exams sa mga panahon na un.

hmm. more stoich later. narealize ko, the reason why i was always broke during the last years is because i have plenty of time to dilly dally around. i could rent as many movies as i want, pig out with the most expensive food, go places that depleted my coin purse... ang gastos ko pala. now, because chemistry is such a demanding course, i dont have time for unnecessary leisure. which is good i think.

haha!

im making bio sound like its all good. haha! dahil lang magshishift na ko. bio is the best na. haha! biased. well its just that i find everything in this new league fitting. unlike in econ, everything is a tangle. a fly-away. a twang. i hope bio gives me a meaning. i hope i find more about my identity in bio.

ah un pala. somethings terribly bad with bio. since its a difficult course, i wont have much time for everything else aside from laboratories and cats and roaches, etc. baka matulad ako kay john dalton. "i have a lot of triangles in my head... that i haven't thought much about marriage..."

hala... ngwek ngwek ngwek ngwek ngwek. walang love life! hhh. gusto ko naman mag-asawa. erg... bahala na.

baka bading si john dalton kaya di sya nag-asawa. di pa uso same-sex marriage nun eh. go rationalize rationalize. haha! i dont want a life void of romance. eeek cheesy. haha!

bai!

-stoichy-