Sem Starter

back.

im supposed to blog about my antipolo adventures but i dont have the enthusiasm to blog about it now... ive walked miles going to and fro sm and alimall and gateway trying to find my uber kulet mom who didnt catch up with me at rendezvous... she kept moving around, so i had to follow her around also. erg. so. un.

the only good thing that happened to me today is i got my new pair of chuck taylors from mom. these shoes are fun, coz they dont have strings attached. it's just that they're blue... again. have i mentioned how my "once-blue" chuck taylors quickly faded into a brownish violet pair of sneakers?

my mum washed them with a brush whose bristles are as sharp as needles. and the two leather lines at the sides are falling apart.

herm... good luck to my old sneakers. one full sem ahead. shoes are busy again. no more bumming around. watching tv, eating like there's no more tomorrow.

i think ive been watching too much tv programs lately. cheesy tv programs.

warning: dont read on. not me blogging.

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i wonder what pleasure you get when you look at someone and suddenly everything feels right. let's say, you have a childhood sweetheart who we will call paris. she was that pretty girl who you fell in love with, but you fell out of relations from her, and you moved on, engaged in a relationship with some other girl, and lived a happy and quiet life, which will, in a blink of the eye, fall back into doubts and fears because you were trapped in a malfunctioning elevator with, guess who... paris! who was out of your life for a while, and is suddenly there again, wanting you, reciprocating everything, and you wanting her back also, but you have a girlfriend, but here you have paris, and everytime you look at her, everything's so right that there's no more arguing...

it's like everything's falling into their right places.

daw.

that's what they say.

hmmm..

i want to have someone who would put my chaotic life into place. someone who gives me peace and quiet by just looking at her eyes. i want to grow old with someone who's willing to spend the rest of her life with me, to discover every inch of our bodies and souls, to live a magnificent life with a bunch of bouncing kids and a nice house and a dog named porky.

?

i like i like.

may i find my true love.

but then you cant go into that kind of relationship if you are ... i think... nineteen. coz you're all immature and busy with acads and busy enjoying the vitality of youth, or busy looking for sex everywhere (coz that's what a person is too curious about when you're a teen.) maybe one has to wait until, hmm, maybe... 20... so you get all mature and responsible and knowledgeable and stuff...

and that's like - ONE YEAR FROM NOW! YEYEAH!

HAH!

end of hormonal hyperdrive.

i bought another pair of slippers in sm. they're brown this time, but it's basically the same as the other pairs i bought before. it's as cheap also. at Php80, i can make a whole collection of those slippers in one shopping. but i bought one only, kasi. wala. financial crisis. haha!

i cant think of a time when mum told me "anak, we are not on a financial crisis, go to the mall and double the size of your closet! dali!"

no. never.

i hope she'll say that soon. haha! well. in my dreams. but it has to happen! here's my current wantlist:

- More Php80 PLANET slippers. (oo, planet slippers, yung tipong pambaha slippers. tin has her own white baha slippers, and she only uses them during baha season. i thought maybe i could snatch the idea and wear them all sem long. Ü)
- iPod nano
- cd-rom/dvd combo drive for PC's
- a cellphone that can easily be surrendered to a holdupper when the very unfortunate time calls for it
- clothes, so i can try out some new getups
- cable tv... nothing i just want it back.
- a dog who i will name porky, after my cousin whose name is... porky.
- a new schoolbag (which will be scrapped from this wishlist shortly because there's no way im gonna buy a new schoolbag. mum says i use my two old schoolbags. so. erg.)
- a nickelback album
- and albums by my chemical romance, dashboard, evanescence, jason mraz, urbandub, kelly clarkson, tonic, and switchfoot.

blah.

i finally found that lasallista song by ogie alcasid and janno gibbs. it's very funny, coz they messed atenistas in the lyrics. haha. you should hear it. it's very funny.

oh no! classes start tomorrow! daiing! the only subjects im looking forward to this sem is geog of asia and french. i hope i pass my ewa. i need to give it some grooming.

-bai!-