Dead Ears

i was about to click the send button to publish this entry as a reply to a previous message...:

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I Speak

Teka teka, i didnt propose for any Christmas get-together as far as i can remember. sorry, im done. when was the last time we planned for a get-together?? SUMMER, if you didnt know. SUMMER LAST YEAR. how many plans where actually carried out?

NA DA.

kaya wag na tayong magplan plan ng get-together get-together shit. aksaya lang sa oras yan. kung magkikita, magkikita, walang plan plan. nakakainis kasi yung nag-ready ka na for a set schedule, you cancelled everything else for that gimmick that's been planned for the longest time, tas hindi din naman pala matutuloy... gets? do you feel the negativity?

ako, i didnt propose for any get-together whatsoever. im tired of having my name appear on plans that eventually turn out to be just a drawing. hindi naman mangyayari. don't live on the illusion that when we plan a stint, many will come, because truth is, every single one of our classmates do not care about anything except their present lives. ako honestly i dont get excited by these gimmicks anymore, because they dont happen in the first place.

so please dont put up my name on any upcoming plans because as far as im concerned, the president of this class left chair since i dunno when and i can do as much as he did. responsibility has been spread to each and everyone of us, because there are no officers in this class anymore. taking that perspective, i think we do not need to put names on propositions anymore, because democracy ruled the moment we entered college. it's not a matter of age, of being 19, of being independent whatever... it's a matter of living up to what we say and do.

yun. just so you know, i still believe in class unity. kung magkikita, magkikita. no plans whatsoever.

to rant is to make a stand,
kimoy

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well i didnt click the send button. i realized it would spark some more complications, so i decided not to publish it. nobody will take it seriously anyways...

edit: this was intended for my bb42 egroup. dont get messed up...

-mal-