Mari Talks

blug. today is not as fruitful as the other days - watched brokeback mountain (finally) and memoirs of a geisha. well. contrary to what others think of memoirs, i more of liked it than i got bothered by the accented english. if you get me.

nothing really fruitful. except i got to know more of the stories of certain people. mari for instance.

it's fun talking to mari.

mari says, "kung ayaw ng mga tao na maging kaibigan ka, anung magagawa mo? bakit mo pa kailangang ipilit..."

tama nga naman...

why do i always have to try to fit in on some people's circle when i simply do not.

...

this time i will really take care of my heart.

i know you want to ask something. i know you want to know. try me. ask me. if you want to know something real and clear.

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aaargh. it's so sad that i have to give up what i really want for the sake of justice.

sabi ni mari, iblog ko na lang yung mga saloobin ko.

but no. blogging is not always the answer to vent out what's bothering you inside. it just doesn't suffice.

at least i can forget about it at the moment, spend myself in the rigorous trainings and pointless reading of materials that wont get me nowhere.

now, enough of this hormonal overdrive.

-mind something else-