One Nervous Breakdown per Scoop

I've been eating a lot lately. If it's stress manifesting, I am surprising myself. The fire-breathing ectomorph binges, particularly on complex carbohydrates, saturated fats, incomplete proteins. Im usually cool with everything (at least lately), and im usually confident of the things i do. but now, more than ever, im biting my fingernails after every scoop of a pop dessert they call scrambler. Im nervous - see previous entry.

after a year and a half, im suffering whiplash. and then a backfire. a year and a half and it all comes back to me. neutron star.

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-hk may not happen for me-

Mooning One Wish that Could Change Everything

Gahd, the suspense is killing me.

Please Lord, just this once, grant me a dream.

-hopeful-