Clenching Disorder

please please please give me a good night sleep.

we went to the doctor some days ago. she diagnosed me with some neurological disorder, and she referred me to a doctor in pgh. it's kind of scary but it's nothing, just some jitters in my peripheral nervous system. that's the reason why i kept waking up in the middle of the night, my right hand clenched like stone. my nerves are not functioning properly. huff.

anyways, doctor is working me up for the big PGH finale. currently im taking vitamin b complex to nourish my nerves daw. alongside that, i drink a liquefied multivitamin supplement, which not only tastes good, it invigorates my muscles and makes me feel light. it's kind of expensive though, as i have to take it one sachet per day. (geezers, i sound like a 50 year old lolo battling senile disorders..)

hmmm, i just hope i'd feel better once i get checked up in pgh.

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we went to the baby shower of little-cuteypie-baby rhian. she was christened at san agustin, and the reception was at dad's malate. yuumm!! dami food! spiced clams and scallops, sinigang, lechong chicken at pork, puchero, sweet and sour fish fillet, teka and cali maki, naruto, salmon fillets, yum yum yum. we also had flans, cream puffs, halo halo!! hello food heaven..

as a souvenir, we got little stuffed penguins in pronounced holiday costumes. hehe, cute. but i can't find my penguin though.. must have misplaced him somewhere. bibi?? bibi penguin??? yoohoo, where are you??!

-i think i lost bibi..-

Chimie Bonne

tsk tsk. j'ai mal passé mon exam espagnole. je n'avais pas etudié bien; j'ai des leçons a mon cahier des notes et je l'ai vu quelque part, mais ça ne suffit pas. et audourd'hui, il fait tres chaud. à cause du climat, j'ai fait mon exam tres mal. tsk tsk. alors je crois que j'aurai une note mauvaise.

hayhay.

à lundi, on n'aura pas notre classe en français 40 parce que ma professeur sera tombé malade, haha. mais vraiment c'est quoi elle nous a dit. et pour moi, c'est bien parce que je suis déjà en mode-du-vacance! hmm.

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j'ai rentré chez moi à batangas pour savoir les resultats de mon exam-du-sang. alors il a été bon car la chimie de mon sang est bonne. mes <> sont équilibré, mais la medecin qui m'a assisté m'a dit aussi que la raison pour laquelle mon bras ne fonctionne pas bien est inconnue. alors elle m'a dit que j'ai besoin d'aller a PGH pour abborder un neurologiste qu'elle connait, quelqu'un qui va entendre mieux mon cas.

hmmm, peut-être il sera l'un qui pourra m'aider..

-en attendant-

Sem Point-Nul

im boooored.

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i was surfing youporn just now and i found a video of a livestream from the big brother house of germany (i think). there were two people, a guy and a girl... and they were fucking! right then and there, under the cameras! in a hot steamy jacuzzi! haha. i wonder how they could muster enough libido to do it under big brother's nose and the whole nation watching. (actually now, the whole world is watching... hehe) man, these germans.

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im really really bored. im thinking of enrolling myself in a gym, to get my muscles working instead of just bumming around. but i dont have the momentum yet. maybe when the holidays come. i also tried searching for voluntary work, but i figured, im not really that much of an altruistic missionary, so no volunteers work for me.

ergh, i just want something to do, just something... anything... please gimme something to do.

im boooooooored.

-i should have enrolled in more subjects-

Patapon Ako

booooored.

ang patapon ko na. and i feel like im getting dumber and dumber by the second. wala na kasi ako inaaral na subject that involves calculations and shit. tut tut tut.

san kaya ako makakahanap ng fubu?

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im drafting designs for another apparel design contest at school. im getting the hang of doing photomanips, i feel like my future is getting artsier and fartsier, which is good for me, as it increases my chances of getting a job in the future (what, advert? marketing? market knowledge? bring it on. ;p).

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pero as of the moment, tinatamad na talaga ako pumasok. i dont see my friends that often because we have very lax schedules kaya hassle pa pumunta sa school and make tambay. haay.

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aun lang naman. i will do my span tareas na. buenas noches.

-i think therefore i fart-

UP Pailaw

sleepy.

if we are to count, my fingers wouldn't suffice the many things i failed to do these past three and a half years in UP. since im spending my last semester, i thought maybe it's time to try out new things, experience what UP life was always meant to be. well tonight, i joined some person's kada to watch a yuletide event called the pailaw. it's a closed-roads affair that concerns the lighting of the facade hall and the whole length of the university avenue. cool.

well, we failed to watch the main spectacle (the lighting itself) pero we caught up with the culminating activity at the university theater. dance troupes recognized by the university performed. there was the up street dance, up pep squad, up filipiniana, etc etc. fun.

hmm. this event is just one of the many things that i could experience before i leave UP. next on my list is the grand oblation run and the lantern parade. ive experienced them before but this time i want to do something unique about it. hmmmm. i dunno. maybe i'll help out in the creation of econ's entry - an impressionism inspired float adorned with giant-sized gifts, candy canes, tinsel, and garlands in it. ooooh.

-the yuletide season starts now-