Fattened

you know torian i saw ate ren a while ago at university and she said: "tumaba ka ah!"

HYYEEEAAAAHHHH!! allez allez!! finally someone noticed. yeba! more cheese buns!

i like my new blog layout! i finally figured out how to encase the parts into scrolls when the height overflows... go me. me's so good in figuring out. am not so dense at all...

skin diving tomarow! i would want to try my new gears. i hope they work on me. later tomarow is ayen's day. kada out!

mmm... thata! gots some assignment to do. bon soir!

-doing assignment-

Optical

another post for today!!

i've been messing with adobe photoshop a while ago... haha, its so fun, i tried putting my face on the cd face of bridget jones' diary - i put my face over hugh grants... haha, see:

nyahaha! see! im better than hugh grant... haha, i even colored my eyes green. there's something weird in it though.

of course, i was able to do these adobe things because i disposed of my other dysfunctional mouse. my new mouse is cool. it has a scroller that's luminescent blue. and the underside is red. so it's like the flag of the philippines... (??)

cool... oh i edited some of my other photos too... they're better now. like for example this photo:

the contrast is better and the brightness and the color is more defined... hehe, our laiya photos are my favorite photos so far. aizel's the perfect model. im the perfect buster... how do you camwhore aesthetically? daryl has advantage to becoming a model over me because he's tall and he's a fashionista by heart. but well, we could always try posing for the cam... more beach-outs to come!!

i bought another bunch of cheese streusels and cheese buns. i think too much eating of this kind of stuff will make me diabetic instead of make me fat. arghh... i hate my body!

no, teka, hindi pala, i love my body pala. hehe, i wouldn't exchange it for anybody's body (except for corey willis maybe - i haven't seen him, but tin kept on pressing that he's "the perfect body" wehehe). huff... if i was only a model... i wish i was 6 feet tall. but tin said it's better to have the looks and not the height than have the height but not the looks. so i dream on.

but since im me, i might just as well smile about it. no one's like me in the world! haha at least that's a consolation.

smiley!

and even though im me, i know there's someone out there who i deserve and who deserves me the other way around. now lets see, who could she be?

i have tuut, tutt, ttut, tuth, toot, tuht, etc. etc. wow, ive gots lots of girl friends! mmm, now which of them could be my happy ending?

hah, what a nonsense im blogging?

o well, back to accounting... i haven't finished my notes yet. so, bye!


je m'ennui!! ...

-smile-

Blimpo

blimp blimp blimp blimp blimp....

yesterday was completely bum day. watched star wars revenge of the sith, fantastic four, and bridget jones' diary. after watching i just realized that one of my friends' blog sounds very much like bridge's diary... well...

i still have two movies at the rack: bridget jones: edge of reason and the polar express... loooooking forward to watching chicken little on wednesday after skin diving, and more starbs coffee this week...

i should give my blog upholstered. i want a new look... but it's very hard to manipulate this kind of template. it has lots of cascading style sheets...

fra la la la larf...

mark, my dear features editor, sent me an email. he said he likes my proposal for the religion article i so wanted to write. i think id write it for the next issue. i also want to write about the diminishing packaging of milk products, because every time i went to rustans, all the milk products kept on shrinking as their prices went up... negative relationships concerning easily consumable products never benefitted man...

still learning french. i believe i can write basic sentences in the present tense. i can understand more things too... watching channel 74 of sky gives a bit of help... alors.


i've ate loads of unhealthy food yesterday. mmm, i was watching the barefoot contessa in lifestyle network, and she was making this scrumptous cake thing and a lot of sweets, i just salivated. so from 1130 in the morning to 1000 in the evening, i was eating nonstop: french fries, honey barbecue chicken, cheese streusels, cheese stuffed whatver bread, hot chocolate, chicken torpedo, burger steak, pork steak, donuts, more fries, bananas, etc. etc. would you believe that?

ayun, akala ko tumaba na ko... but when i looked at myself this morning, nyerk, ganun pa din... im thin like a chopstick...

sheesh *we go together* teka lng, i'll just rock with the music... yeeeaaahHH!!

~~
chang chang changidy chang chibop
chang chang changidy chang chipop

lalala kadingy kadingy dong...
~~

yan, tapus na...

nickelback's songs are rockin. ngaun ko lang naapreciate.. im beginning to develop a selective ear for Hale. nakakabingi na.

mmm, ang sarap nung cheese-stuffed bread fingers dun sa julie's. makabili nga ulit... (i gobbled 5 of them yesterday, and 2 choco germans...)

takaw.

well, i dont give a damn, i just want to gain some weight. i hope there's a proper diet for gaining weight. i wonder how renee zellweger did it to herself.

it's ayen's birthday today! yey, i dont have a gift yet. maybe i'll give her some cheese streusels na lng... hehe. food...

awryt, more later... i have to practice my french pa. au revoir!

Pouvoir la vision d'un bon avenir libère mon âme, et me libérer des chaînes de tristesse..

-blimpo me-

Destroy

tsk...

i went back to lipa yesterday but family problems sent me back here in QC. fuck. being not the black sheep is very tiresome... but someone just don't realize it...

what if i start smoking?
what if i start drinking a lot?
what if i spend all the money in my atm?
what if i get someone pregnant?
what if i join an gang or something?
what if i do drugs?
what if i destroy my life?

shit naman, don't i get any incentives for being a saint? why don't people stop comparing me to "better" guys? dammit.

-hell-

Guru

sheesh. poor jejo. first i found our ulam for tonight spoiled because we forgot to put it inside the ref (so goodbye pork-steak-like-ulam). then when i arrived here, i found jejo's wine glass broken under the table. sayang, it came with the tres cepas wine jejo brought here at condo... i bet it's expensive. now it's broken... i think the rat did the crime again. drat that rat!

mmm... senti mode today.

dialogues for today:

-see, if i had a guy, i would dress him and stuff...

-so you'll be his fashion guru?

-tolentino??

-you have to do the long process, ganito yun...

-isang honey barbecue chicken.

-basta si vida laging nagbabounce

-kimoy, alam mo bang may penshoppe sa likod ng shirt mo?

-ok lang, cute naman eh

-oh, dito din kayo?

-sarsi, may na-violate ba sa number four?

-huh, lovely pa talaga twag mo sakain... beng na lang!

-yikes, anu yan, butt sweat mo?

-i feel so oppressed because my lower jaw protrudes...

-haha

-ang shirt na 'to ay si... tin! ung shorts... di ba?

-he's so hot...

-i like her.

-are models born? or are they made?

-pag maliit ka, sa ad modelling ka. it doesn't matter if you're not tall, basta you're good-looking.

-toki un, toki un!

-sori, i'm lost. panu nga ulit kinukuha ung cofactors?

-sige, alis na kayo...

-dismissed na??

mmm... weird ko noh. i just wanted to scribe the freshest dialogues i have in mind. it's nice to cherish a different kind of memoir in the future...

i wish mum buy me penshoppe items more often... haha, penshoppe mania is plaguing the kada. haay - why are different people born to different people, to different statuses... grrr...

i miss my best buds. what could they be doing right now?

i miss another someone. to her... thanks for texting me yesternight. i was in a mood when you texted. thanks... for getting me through the night.

i hope it's normal to miss people.

i had this dream last night. it was kind of scary bittersweet. i was in a clean white room, sleeping in a grand white bed. there was a terrace at the left of the room. sunshine was shining through the pristine abode, and i can see myself in the mirror on the right. i was different... i looked a lot more mature. my hair was ruffled, i was bigger than what i am now, and my eyes were dazzling green against the sunlight. then there, at the bed sleeping by my side was the delicate form of a lady. that skin, i had always known it. that flowing hair, the feline frame of bones, huff. i touched her, felt her, and she woke up. she turned, looked up at me, and...

i woke up. it was night. morning i guess. jejo was already asleep.

i got me a cup of cold water.

sheesh. was that a nightmare? it was beautiful...

mmm... i should not dwell on such things. it's very dangerous to mental health.

and to emotional health too.

-dream-

Penshoppe

whew.

tiresome day today. i should have been saving my allowance for future use and now what have i done?

i was disappointed first thing in the morning because we didnt do skin diving today. i was so ready with all the sun block and skin diving gears and stuff, and then there was this note daw that the chk people are attending the SEA Games, so the pool is closed today. arghh... im feeling icky because of the sun block, then no skin diving? How disappointing.

Good thing we went to megamall to watch HP4. We ate at mexicali first. i ate chicken chimichanga, which is delicious if i didn't put the salsa in the side salad! haha, funny me, i didn't even know how to eat mexican food. they're very difficult food. then bought tickets for HP4, but before we watched, we went to Penshoppe first. at first it was window shopping, but then we were informed of this 100% free shirt for every P1,200 purchase, so we went on the hunt! Sarsi and Ayen were on Brown and Pink ensembles, and Lav went for the weird girl thing that's called a tank top (i can't figure out if its an underwear or proper top - i need a fashion guru here.) Then much to ayen's persuasion, I bought this pink shirt with a very naughty message emblazoned at the front. We reached P1,200, so we get a free shirt. and my girl friends are very kind to give me the free shirt. haha, big thanks guys! i owe you one.

and oh, sarsi picked the free shirt for me. i hope i carry it well...

i like penshoppe now than before. i like their ads too, very youthful, and very radical in a socratic-academic way...

then movie. some scenes were exhilirating. i was so sad when cedric had to die. but there were some scenes in the book that were not included in the movie, like the big spider in the maze, and the blast-ended skrewts, and the Quidditch World Cup...

stanislav ianevsky reminds ayen of claur (highschool batchmate). mmm, haha! no comment.

Looking forward to HP5 the movie!

hey, i just had this freaky test on one of my ygroups. i don't normally do them because i think they are fauxs but now i think some of them do work...

the test asked list numbers 1 to 11 on a blank sheet of paper. i had to put 2 numbers beside 1 and 2, then put two names of the opposite sex on 3 and 7, then put three names of whoever on 4 to 6, then list 4 song titles from 8 to 11... i did it in a breeze, excited of what the outcome would be. here's what i listed:

1. 5
2. 28
3. *****
4. Jejo
5. Ayen
6. Sarsi
7. ***
8. Photograph
9. The Ghost of You
10. Behind These Hazel Eyes
11. Because of You (Kelly C. - not the jologs one..)

The results:
number 2 is not really important.
number 1 is my lucky number.
number 3 is the woman i love. (yeah, i think so...)
number 4 is someone i care somehow (im not sure of this though)
number 5 is someone who knows me well (which is ayen, of course!)
number 6 is my "lucky star" (yeah, she just picked me a free shirt a while ago...)
number 7 is the person you like but your relationship cannot work (exactly...this is kind of painful)
number 8 is the song that describes number 3. (mmm, yeah she kind of reminds me the old days)
number 9 is the song that describes number 7 (yes, this is definitely it. she keeps hunting my mind... my dreams...)
number 10 is the song that tells you most about your mind
and number 11 is the song telling how you feel about life (correct again, because i just feel like im the one not straying too far from the sidewalk...)

sheesh. what a very freaky test. maybe it's just a coincidence but i think there have to be some psychology in it...

mmm... cool test.

i will never buy caffe mocha from starbucks again. toffee nut latte is far better.

mmm, i guess that's it. i have to write my features for sidhi pa. of all the topics naman, sakin pa napunta ung UPSE Guitar Club. malay ko namn dun. i never had an idea it existed. i should have pushed my point and wrote what i thought was more interesting (religion and quasi-heresy)... but well, i have to do this because i like my FeatEd now than my previous one. go me!

-freak-

Motivated

busy day today!

first thing in the morning, i printed my questionaire for the SE Guitar Club. ugh, mark was so into assigning me the task of reviving the Guitar Club when almost everybody didn't kow it existed. but i did it anyways, because i like mark for his accepting attitude. he listens well too, unlike miss-im-a-kule-writer-and-the-thing-i-hate-most-is-people-telling-me-what-i-shoud-do. fuckar!

I also printed0 my assignment in CW10 in SC because printer at home is inkless. After printing, I walked to PNB (downloaded money... harhar, downloaded...) then toki to SE. Gave questionaire to a long-haired someone who was member of the SEGC, then rode toki to CAL. Met up with Lentot payatot for my skin diving gears (man it was expensive! but thanks len for buying me one, at least i know you still care... huh?), then went to AS for first class CW10. Prof didn't come so we left after 30 minutes. Japanese classmate was very confused because everyone was leaving. haha. He has no idea about the policies running UP.

then i waited for an hour for french. arghhh... dead times. i just sat there at the corridor, listening at the cool mp3s stored in my phone. i had this picnoleptic moment, when i just sat there, stared at the passersby, listened to music. haay, first weeks of sem passed by like a breeze.

then french, nothing much happened. except that tin let me borrow her adobe installer and the french cd she was talking to me about.

then trip to katips. i was with tin, and of course, the french hangover came along with us, so we were speaking all french inside the jeep. haha, funny onlookers. or onhearers... ??

first cwts today!

i was lucky for being put under the materials section of learning links. all id do was cut, write, glue, cut... which is exactly what i do in ecosoc because i belong to the secretariat committee... we do letterings, designing, cleaning the tambayan, etc. everything that had something to mess up with the arts.

my co-volunteers are fun too. i was the only guy though. and rocky lapid. sheesh, of all guys naman. but he was abnormally kind today. well. my other girl co-volunteers are very pleasant. i was trying to induce this kwela atmosphere, but may doesn't seem to bite it. mmm, she'll come by it soon. lovely is crazy! hazel was sophisticated - she stopped using spectacles... so now she's more sophisticated, haha, good logic right? and pie was with us too, and tin of course.

tin was doing strange stuff at cwts. she listens at episodes of dora through earphones and she writes something we don't understand... weird...

ate julie was kind enough. good.

then walk back home. someone inside a cab called out my name, and i think i heard kuya lags...

then home. cooked with jejo. we cooked a lot. we ate a lot too. good thing for me because i missed my lunch because i was preoccupied from 1130 to 6.

then now, i just realized that im more motivated this sem than any other sem i had before. good thing i guess, because i keep myself busy. and it keeps me from thinking about sad things too...

mmmm, maybe id get better grades if i maintain the drive. hehe, talk about being a gc, it's basically sustained withering of oneself... jomie kept on reminding us that studying too hard will diminish you in some way. but ayen and i had this agreement that we will be gc's this sem. ain't it ayen? l'accord l'accord! but who cares if i wither myself away, only jomie.

oh, i wish ayen is all over the love thing now. you introduce me formally to pets awright?

it's nice not to feel the tremors of love.

thank God for fast fingers.

-motivated-

Antipathico

mmm...

there's something about ayen (*pronounced a-yong) nowadays... guess what torian... my good friend ayen *drum roll* is in love!! yiee. well, what do i have to say?? now who would ever guess who she's in love with? what's his real name anyways? pekto? cos his nickname's pets...

what a very weird nickname!?! he should have used kimoy instead. (...) uhhh... yeah.

hmm...

im so such a french junkie. i even bought this book entitled "conversational french in seven days". im not following the program though. and tin promised me to lend her cd of french lessons. yey! i hope i can speak french properly. tin (my french partner) and me are planning to do some more french next semester... go us!

oh, good thing tin promised me to lend her installer for adobe softwares yey! finally, of all people si tin lang pala magpapahiram sakin. i need a microsoft office installer though. im currently functioning under an OPEN OFFICE, which is very hard to use.

i lost my scientific calculator. i badly need it for my accounting class, and of all times, now is the time it decided to lose itself. grrr... i need to work hard for accounting because prof is a bit antipathico. im always nervous during accounting.

creme brulee frap is delicious. and creme brulee shake also...

im planning to have my hair cut later. but i dont feel like doing it now. weird me??

my tummy is aching. awww... im hyperacidic again.

mmm... more later.

-later-

Machina

bonjour torian! comment ca va?

i now love my tuesdays and fridays. cw10 and french10 keep the linguistic side of my brain pumping...

mr. guerrero so fits cw10 coz he has creativity working for him even in projects outside the classroom. he gave us the assignment last friday and im so excited to get it done. he gave us a list of 10 names:
-pepper
-luis
-jiggy
-anna
-eloise
-pia
-bebe
-ice
-shake
-minda
then he asked us to choose one from those name, and chirsten it with the middle name of our mothers... geez. my mum's middle name was caliwag, and i chose shake because i think he's a funny character (always shaking...). so my character is shake caliwag, haha. then we are to create a friendster account for our character, and we should live their lives. we should design the friendster page to suit the personality of our character, which means we also have to equip it with videos, graphics, and PHOTOS... now who the hell would pose for me to personify shake??

anyhows, after we've made our friendster accounts, we'll form this virtual community of eloise's and ice's and bebe's... cool isnt it?

the french. i know how to count from 1 to 1 million now. yey! i've been teaching myself so i could grasp french easily. talk about hustling hard. i believe that to be conversant in french, i should be exposed to it everyday. good thing channel 74 of sky cable airs a french network.

so that it. some good things to keep me off sad things. im also looking forward to my cwts here at learning links. i was assigned to the materials section, like donna and bong. im looking forward to seeing more of them in the future. especially donna... hehe. bad me.

must haves:
-financial accounting by meigs, williams, haka, and bettner
-mathematical methods in economics and business by R.A. Danao (my prof in econ106)
-stuff to cover my books
-new notebook for econ106
-more short stories for cw10
-more french speaking people for french10
-more music to keep me rocking (im running out of music in the line of nickelback, avril lavigne, creed, dashboard confessional, my chemical romance, and kelly clarkson... tsk tsk tsk)

mmm... i wrote a short story days ago. i posted it in my other blog. that was before prof guerrero taught us not to write Deus ex Machina stories. my story sort of went that way, so i had to put some additions to it to save it from the "trash bin.." well.

uhhh... i guess that it. i have to do some movie marathon again, becos i get depressed if i do nothing. mmmm, i wish somebody texts me or something. i hope nothing's wrong...

-virtual-

Sanmig

grawr...

had skin diving late this morning. gawd my everything is aching. it's been too long since last swim. good thing i finished the evaluation test (we swam from end to end of pool - lenghtwise). then floating. i wasn't able to float for a straight three minutes becuase my breaths are clipped. i feel dizzy also, from all the puyat lately... then sisid on one single breath. dave (the assistant prof who was buffed to siksik) even taught us how to hyperventilate. it's like breathing three deep breaths quickly until your head aches. im not very good at it.

huff. good thing sun block is spf 50 (talk about paranoid), my skin is not itchy and not painful and i've no sunburns. i feel weird though. my head is floating.

then went home, at mcdo, slept.

then cwts. i rescheduled cwts to learning links so everything's not in conflict. tin is there. ate julie said id have to reschedule cwts again during tuesdays, when id be spending three hours straight in the facility from three to six. it's not very enjoyable though. i almost got into rocky lapid's group. fucker that snob he can go hell straight. good thing i was grouped to materials. i haven't met my groupmates yet. i don't like the learning links leader either. kate morcilla - the flirtatious opportunist bitch. yuck.

well. looking forward to meeting lovely. and i met bong and donna a while ago. donna was like a mirror image of me. she was from econ, sophomore, who wants to shift to psych so she can study in med school later. that was so me, girl version. hehe. we had this small talk on our way back to katipunan proper. hehe. *****

then went somewhere in katips to get a rush id. then now. jejo and ic and brent are here at unit and we drinking the academic pressures away. go us! cheers for a better sem!

i'm hating someone lately. now i know how people prefer people who look good on the outside. well the person dont deserve me if i look like this. i dont care. i was wrong fore tursting that tuut that much. other people value friendship beyond superficial exteriors. im one of them. i just hate people who have aesthetic biases...

byee.

-drinking-

French

bonjour!

je ne parle pas tres bien francais... huff...

i can do this!

allez!

-french-

Spoilers

huff!

had general cleaning today of condo unit. mummy was here and my cousin tinay... we cleaned the unit, and now it's sparkling clean! guys, come to my home!

hey! i just remember the conversation i had with ate ajean about harry potter and the half-blood prince... *in case someone is reading this, and he/she hasn't read HP6 yet, im warning you that this post is adorned with spoilers... so beware!*

enlightening things ate ajean taught me about HP:
-Dumbledore's death is planned. at the chapter where snape killed albus, the headmaster actually pleaded snape to kill him.
-since snape was the one who killed dumbledore, voldemort will kill draco because malfoy failed his mission. but since snape did the Unbreakable Vow with Narcissa (malfoy's mother), the order had no more choice but to save the Malfoys to save Snape's ass.
-Harry is one of Voldemort's Horcruxes. Harry is the Horcrux that is "either Gryffindor's or Ravenclaw's..."
-R.A.B. are the initials of Regulus A. Black, Sirius' Death Eater brother, and,
-Regulus left the true Horcruxed locket at Number Twelve Grimmauld Place, the headquarters of the Order of the Phoenix...

wow. now they have good reasoning. all the time i was throwing daggers against Snape. but everyone else thought snape was a good guy. well... he looks sinister.

bwing bwing.

random thoughts:

-im so thin, that fever i had last thursday ate away my fats...
-i see this sem is smooth-sailing ahead.
-im glad the SSS in ecosoc are graduating this sem. ecosoc will finally be free from the hypocritic tyrants overlording it. by the way, SSS stands for SUPERFICIAL SNOBBY SENIORS
-the list of snobby people is growing: juat, bato, wilma the bitch, clara, miko, kuya lags, ate joey, anne (but she's nice, maybe she just didn't see me), anika, etc. etc.
-those assholes, they dont deserve my greetings anyways.
-someone's in my nerves right now. i hope the person knows who he/she is.
-im addicted to you, because of you, the ghost of you, behind these hazel eyes.
-i cant stop singing photograph by nickelback.
-im looking forward to french, cw10, and skin diving.
-no zara, im not what you're thinking i am.
-i want to be another person
-i want to be aesthetically ugly at this moment (not that im aesthetically handsome)
-i think econ109 is boring. we're 75 in class, may we understand each other.
-kfc is offering a good deal with the chicken steak combo (chicken steak with asian garden side salad and soup for only 66 philippine pesos...)
-i want to be fat without experiencing the gag reflex.
-bonjour!
-my mouse sucks. it's not functioning well.
-im not a techy, my cousin is.
-i have two assignments this weekend: 109-read first chapter of schumpeter; ecosoc-do board designs for the tambayan...
-i need installers for Microsoft Office and Adobe softwares...
-i thank God for endowing me with fast fingers

hmmm, that it. Pinoy Big Brother is airing. I wonder who's going out.

-sailing-

Smooth

saturday night, my palms are sweaty.

so how's my sem??

so far so good yey! me's having time conflicts for cwts and pe though. stupid cwts... id have to reschedule my skin diving lessons, a thing that still has to be done. im beginning to panic, but substitute prof in skin diving assured me that we'd be able to arrange things before the sem starts for good.

anyhows, sem started last wednesday. it was so hot, and im still on the process of enrollment, and i just dropped by my skin diving class (i was cwts first class absentee) and got roasted to throbbing because sun was scorching. then after that, i resumed enrolling. i was successful by the end of the day, thanks to ayen... after enrollment, ayen and me went to national cubao to buy notebooks. it wasn't a fruity journey actually, coz the notebook i bought was just like the ones here in national katipunan. anyhows, anshe came along too, and we ate dinner at wok dis way, across our condo. when i got home, i was so hot, my skin was itchy and painful, and i was very dirty. so i took a bath....

the next day, me was struck by a high fever. haha, now when was the last time i ever had fever? i spent econ106 feeling weird, and when i got home, the fever set in. it was so high, i was basically paralyzed, and was bedridden for 2 hours. tsk tsk tsk.

friday was one of my favorites. first class is cw10, and it starts at 11:30, yey, pretty late. i like the subject tooo. i remember my discourse with the professor of cw10 during enlistment... i was: "sir i really need cw10, it's my last AH subject..." after he said that there we no more slots available. sir was "you really need it huh, i see..." and i was "yes sir, sir maybe you could squeeze me in please..." im still wondering now how i said that. i sound so desperate, but well, better cw10 than eng11!!

first class in cw10 was a stomper! sir guerrero asked us to weave a story that starts with a sentence he created before class stareted. it goes like: "there once was a prince who believed that his sadness will be eased by counting the hairs on the spider's legs." pretty weird right? i thought this was some kind of a random thought, but i convinced myself that this is the first line of a fairy tale, so i wrote my story fairy-tale style... i was late by the way, and we were asked to write the story in just 30 minutes. so i only wrote a one paragraph story, which is very simple compared to the other's essay-novelas... but hey...

then french... yeba! alle alle! my teacher was cyul! ms. racquel mercado was very nice and she speaks french like it's her tongue. she taught us how to introduce ourselves in french. here let me:

BONJOUR!
Je m'appelle Kimoy
J'ai diz-ouit un
Je suis mignon...

Haha! im not sure of the spelling though, but the english translation is:

Good day!
My name is Kimoy
I'm eighteen.
I am tuut... haha!

well...

at least i have subjects im looking forward to attend. they'll keep me inspired for a while. french and cw10 during fridays, and skin diving during wednesdays. yey! oh, mum and i and my cousin tinay went to gateway this afternoon to buy my trunks. we cant find the sportshouses in gateway, so we went to sm. i bought my first trunks from the shoe mart, then we went to ali mall. i bought my second trunks in ali mall. snorkels were apparently not available during this season, so i wasn't able to buy one. too bad, id just have to use the equipments in UP... yuk.

i hope sem continues to be smooth like the first week. *cheers*

-sailing-

Enlisted

ENROLLED AT LAST!! HAH!

goody good thing. finally i can breathe. i finally got that one subject thats evading me for the past few days. enlisted for cw10... i hope its good. i like writing anyways.

first class today was skin diving. substitute prof was so kind to talk me into my rescheduling problems, and he said we'll address it next week.

i have no trunks yet. the trunks left in my closet in lipa are the ones i used during swimming lessons in elementary. and they're itsy bitsy now. ive grown.

1:18 at my clock. still cant sleep. i took a nap a while ago, and now im wide awake. my feet hurts like crazy. first class tomorrow starts 8:30 am. i hope im good as new by that time.

ayen and me and anshe went to gateway this afternoon. we bought ourselves notebooks. see, we even went to cubao just for two damned notebooks. that's how much we treasure the value of education #$%^&*()_...

my new favorite song is:

PHOTOGRAPH
Nickelback

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey’s head?

and This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out

and This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must’ve done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it’s too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life’s better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in
Ohh, Oh God I

Every memory of looking out the back door
Had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say it
time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
Found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it
time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hanging out
they say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we’d know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim’s the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She’s had a couple of kids since then
I haven’t seen her since God knows when
Ohh, Oh God I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say
Time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say
Time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say
Time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me

Cool song. and im also listening to kelly clarkson's songs. and i downloaded a very emo song sung by amy lee entitled you. goood songs...

You
Amy Lee

The words have been drained from this pencil
Sweet words that I want to give you
And I can't sleep
I need to tell you
Goodnight

When we're together, I feel perfect
When I'm pulled away from you, I fall apart
All you say is sacred to me
Your eyes are so blue
I can't look away
As we lay in the stillness
You whisper to me

Amy, marry me
Promise you'll stay with me
Oh you don't have to ask me
You know you're all that I live for
You know I'd die just to hold you
Stay with you
Somehow I'll show you
That you are my night sky
I've always been right behind you
Now I'll always be right beside you

So many nights I cried myself to sleep
Now that you love me, I love myself
I never thought I would say this
I never thought there'd be
You

that it goodnight. the mosquitoes are eating me alive...

signy bano...

-songs-

Unenrolled

Noohoo!!

fate has a grudge on me. still cant believe that im starting semester this messy. school starts tomorrow and i havent enrolled yet. i have one more subject to forage and i have to resked my stupid pe. (im still clueless about skin diving).

geez. the tricoll system is a very nasty system. gotten to my nerves but well, whacked it off through anger management (by bleaching my teeth and indulging in some computer game...)

then i have to tackle cwts problems pa. darn, why do have to waste time doing this kind of stuff. we could leave it to the volunteers... and besides, nobody's willing to pay units for cwts because it's more expensive than the normal and more "essential" subjects.

now the thing is cwts coincides with my skin diving in the morning of wednesdays. so i have to move my pe to another time in the afternoon. sarsi stressed out that i should leave 1-3 pm free because ecosoc does stuff during those times. so that leaves me with the 3-5 schedule which is just fine and fitting, but just now, im finding rescheduling a bit tricky. maybe i have to settle for the 1-3 class because 3-5 class is, uhh, very late and very boring, and it's so not good to stay in UP that late, and everybody's used the pool already...

arghh...

i hate !@#$%^& grrr...!!K!@#$%^&*()-ROAR

aryt, well, so it be.

i thought next sem is better that the previous one, but it appears that the curse lives on...

-cursed-

Three

im back to QC, thank deu. for three hours, i rode the bus that had the most uncomfortable seat i ever sat on. my butt kept fighting with the upholstery.

geez, is it really the start of school on wednesday?? im still sick of sembreak. still hung over like a mess. or maybe im just lovesick. haha. stay detached, i say. cant have those things in front of spreadsheets and folios and a book about the history of economic thought.


eleven o'clock am - day after gimmick with cousins at the red roof


eleven thirty am - still snoring. talk about hung.

i should have enlisted myself for swimming. i believe i still have the swimming posture i gained for taking up three years of swimming lessons during elementary. it's just the sked. it's so not friendly.

tska kulang pa ko ng isa pang subject. i still have to do the manual enlistment - the sole thing i abhor about UP. keeps me thinking about the three wasteful days of falling in line for Psych 101... hindi ko din naman na-uno. grrr...

well... good luck to me. may this sem be as lucky as third year high school.

GEWRD LURCK!

-threes-

Dumbledore

uhuhuhuh...

so sad today. i've just finished reading harry potter and the half-blood prince. so now it's confirmed that hogwarts' strongest pillar of power would eventually crumble down in the end. huff. the fall of dumbledore.

it's so sad. hp6 is like the saddest book in the sequence. "lament of the phoenix" was particularly sad. geez. i thought i was crying at the end of it:

~
"and Harry knew, without even knowing how he knew it. Fawkes had gone. The Phoenix left Hogwarts for good... just like how Dumbledore left the school... left the world... left Harry."
~

*tears*

im being pathetic. but im deeply affected... i have been reading the series even before everyone else did, and on that course, i've always looked up to dumbledore like he's a stronghold of the fantasy world that i knew had never existed but was always there, bound on a beautiful book that makes one doubt imagination. now he's dead. he was so foolish though, for trusting Snape. I've always abhorred that character. roar!! it's good that McGonagall is still alive though.

the last two chapters are beautiful. one of the reviews at the back of the book is quite true - as rowling continues writing, the thin line between fantastic children's book and good literature will vanish. rowling is a genius, and harry potter is a masterpiece.

geez, this is utterly pathetic. haha, books are books man, come out of it. but it's just so sad...

haay. i hope my children appreciates HP like i do. that's if children will come by me. and if i ever do, i'll teach them how to appreciate fantasy. those people who are too bitter to think that adults are unfit to read harry potter, well, have been missing the simple sweets that fantasy is giving to this otherwise cruel world.

*tears*

why dumbledore... grrr... and who the hell is RAB?

may Fenrir and Malfoy and Snape burn in hell.

-died-

Marquee

boing boing
doiing doiing
bloing bloing
boing boing

Dropped

Yeeha!



Me's back to QC although we'll be heading back to lipa soon. i just dropped by because mum went to Makati to get something for my college educational plan and i went here to check things out, see if our unit is still fit for living... it comes out that it's not that good. the comfort room is brimming with rat poo.. iwk.

i've gots lots of photos in my phone, things i shot over the sembreak. i'll be posting them soon.

my multiply is a "way to go!" i've been updating it lately, and i think it's becoming better and better. my friendster profile is good too. haha. i did it with aizel and danazart around. we checked in at netopia at robinsons place, just to modify our friendster accounts. it turns out mine was the best. lalalalala... hehe. petty things.

and still the gimmick comes down to the three of us. haay, my very best friends.


mossimo


bench


guess

Bwahahaha!! so into the modeling stuff. aizel was crazier.

hey, i'm done with my retainers. dentist said i'd wear them until they break. well, they're both broken now, so, goodbye retainers! mmm, that it. i've got to update the rest of my things...




-dropped-